nedjelja, prosinca 06, 2009
Rupa
srijeda, listopada 28, 2009
petak, listopada 09, 2009
Što mislim o Amerikancima
četvrtak, rujna 24, 2009
Hm, nemam neki naslov
Baš sam nešto ovih dana razmišljao o svojem pisanju, znam da sam već kao klinac od 11 godina počeo pisati, dani u bolnicama i reha centrima su bili užasno dugi i dosadni. Onda još nije bilo pretjerano televizora po sobama, pa sam bio osuđen na razne knjige koje bi mi tata donosio. Negdje putem sam počeo i pisati. S ulaskom u pubertet i otkrivanjem svoje seksualnosti počeo sam pisati i neke fiktivne erotske priče, danas kada ih čitam, neke od njih, moram priznati da su jako smiješne. Kako bi mogla izgledati erotska priča nekoga tko ima 14 ili 16 godina. Sve pršti rijećima kurac, dupe, jebanje, više je pornografija, nego erotika, ali oni od moje 19 i dio ranih dvadesetih, pa ima tu i nekih zanimljivih prića. I onih malo manje zanimljivih, jedno vrijeme sam čak honorano pisao za jedan tjednik ljubavne/erotske str8 priče, to je bilo malo teže jer mi je ženska fizionomija na koju sam uvijek bio poput bukve bila dosta strana i nezanimljiva i nikako nisam glavnog muškog lika mogao dobiti da se dovoljno zapali za ženski. Negdje u tom periodu sam počeo pisati i gay erotske priče. Te su mi puno bolje išle. Shvatio sam da je ključ erotike određena senzualnost koja izazove neku vrstu uzbuđivanja kod čitatelja, a opet ne smije biti previše tvrdo...
Pa evo jedna moja erotska priča napisana negdje sa početka mojih 20-ih godina. Dobrim djelom se temeljila na meni i na objektu mojih tajnih želja. Odabir lokacije nije slučajan, baš sam tada bio u JAR-u i debelo zaljubljen u jednog pakistanca. Ne znam zašto, ali mislim da ću objavu ovoga zažaliti, već mi je sada pomalo neugodno. Naslov je malo glup. A i priča je smiješna u biti. Ali dobru lovu sam ja za to dobivao tada, s ovom sam zaradio tada gotovo pola plaće tadašnje prosječne. Kako ću zažaliti radi ovoga.
Napomena: Tekst koji slijedi zbog opisa seksualnog čina između dvoje odraslih muškaraca nije preporučljiv osobama mlađima od 18 godina.
Afrička groznica
utorak, rujna 08, 2009
Što muškarca čini muškarcem?
petak, rujna 04, 2009
Moje pismo blogspotu
Even this is not related to mine blog but to blog which is written buy other person and which is very popular in Ex-Yugoslavia region and among others within straight population too I feel great disappointment and duty to try to act.
Blog http://gayiskreno.
Here are few examples
http://istrazivanjezivota.
http://lara-noname.blogspot.
http://erotskeprice.blogspot.
Now is the same blog again closed and under scrutiny for couple of days because homophobes clicked many times on option to report blog. This is big disappointment because it is clear what is going on and blogspot favour homophobes in such way. Them, who are full of hate and hypocrisy. I am very disappointed with such things, if the policy of blogspot is to trust and favour homophobes than maybe mine blog would be next for attack by Croatian homophobes and I do not like such idea. If that is way it is I am seriously considering stopping to use blogspot services and move mine blog to place that has more gay friendly atmosphere and where I would not be forced to think when mine blog would be attacked next. Of course I would not then recommend blogspot to all mine gay friends that plan to start blog.
I am aware that time is needed until all facts are clear but if the same blog is reported over and over again for things that are not on that blog like pornographic materials, violence, spam and has in its name words gay and honesty it is clear what is going on. It is very gruelling to find often warnings that blog is under scrutiny or that blog is breaching terms of use and all that not long time after homophobic comments were written on same blog which were referring to author and who was erasing them on regularly basis.
So I would like to know to whom I can contact if such case will happen to me, that horde of homophobes clicks on register blog option just because mine blog has word gay in its name or just because it is dealing with gay topic and they do not like that. Also I would like to know how long will take this time (I think that this is third time) that blog http://gayiskreno.
Thank you in advance for you response.
srijeda, rujna 02, 2009
Puca me apstinencijska kriza+koji je vrag sa gay iskreno
There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won’t ever meet I remember your name
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can so fuck you anyway
You`re a scum, you`re a scum and I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can so fuck you anyway
Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside put a gun in your mouth
makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
so much crap coming out it must take you all day
There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see
If you do why the fuck are you looking at me
There’s a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up cos I find you obscene
We can’t wait for the day that you’re never around
When that face isn’t here and you rot underground
Can’t believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to god I can think of a nice thing to say
But I don’t think I can so fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway